Recently, I’ve been reflecting on moments in my life and wondering why I settled for less than I deserved. I’ve realized that deep down, I didn’t always believe I was worthy of more. This pattern isn’t just about romantic relationships; it also applies to my career.
It’s been a tough realization, feeling like I’ve accepted crumbs instead of waiting for something exceptional. This realization has been tough to swallow, especially when it comes to asking for more in my career. It’s hard to ask for more when you’re unsure if you even deserve it.
I’ve often found myself settling because I didn’t think I deserved better. I’ve had moments where I probably could have pushed for more but didn’t.
I’ve given away valuable things without realizing their worth.
I’ve accepted things I didn’t want because I was impatient to prove my worth.
I’ve recently come to understand that I’ve been diminishing myself and accepting less than I deserve. It’s been eye-opening to see how I’ve allowed others to take advantage of me and how I’ve struggled to see my own value especially with battle depression and fibromyalgia.
I’ve often cowered instead of standing up for myself, trying to appear smaller and taking whatever was offered in order to survive.
Honestly, I’ve had enough. I’m tired of always “being at the bottom”. I’m done settling for less. Yes, I may still be hard on myself because it’s something I can’t help. However, I deserve exceptional. I’ve worked to darn hard especially to just survive. I deserve to see my vision come to life.
I’m ready to walk away from anything that doesn’t meet my standards. I’m more ready to say no. I’m ready to ask for more.
Give me more, or I’m walking away.
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